1. I would be completely and totally lost without KJ.
2. It still hurts the same, and I still get just as scared, but I am starting to bounce back quicker.
3. Sisters are a good thing. Twin sisters are the best thing.
4. Cats can cure just about anything that ails you.
5. I feel better:
a. I just got the urge to make RANDOM PHONE CALLS. Can you believe it? I called AED in the hopes of getting her voicemail so I could leave her an amusing message. Then I called Syd, also in the hopes of getting her voicemail since it was 11:00 and normal people are at work at that hour, but no. She answered. Slacker! So we chatted, and for the first time in I don't know how long, I realized I'm a healthy, functioning human being.
I literally cannot remember the last time I made a phone call "just because," just for the heck of it, just to talk to someone. Isn't that strange? And sad? I don't reach out to anyone. I have all of these wonderful, amazing friends, and I avoid them like the plague. Depression? Or just the general weirdness of me? No idea. But something's starting to shift.
6. I miss having a dog.
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