You were the best of all my days

Exactly a month ago today, my life changed forever.

Today Meatie died in my arms.

He waited for me. I held him in my arms and told him it was okay to let go. I felt his heart stop beating. I felt the warmth of his last breath. I felt him move into my soul. It was amazing and it was beautiful, and I am so blessed to have been there. I laughed, and then I laid beside him and I cried as my heart swelled with his glory and then shattered into a thousand pieces.

Thank you, thank you for the glorious gift of him. He was more than I ever deserved, more than I ever hoped for. My life will never be the same without him. I will never love like this again. He will always be with me.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Oh, God. Thank you.