ADHD Doc finally emailed me the paperwork to fill out. There are several checklists. And of course I'm worrying that she's going to think I'm faking it because of how often I checked 'Very Often' or 'This Describes Me Very Well,' etc.

In other news...if he doesn't care, why should I?

Talked to my MIL a few days ago. She wants me to come back to Chicago like yesterday. And she really, really wants me to move back there. Part of me really wants to. I miss her. Miss all of them.

I need a goal. I need to want something for myself. Besides getting through this. The weight loss is nice, but I think I'd rather be able to sleep. Move on, move on, move on. Nothing left to see.