Thursday, May 13, 2010

and then I wake up and I thank God that He's ignored my prayers again

Saw my therapist yesterday even though the check will bounce. Told me to go immediately to the emergency room at the hospital on the other side of the highway (the one where He works). PTSD, depressive vegetative state. I have no health insurance, no savings, no credit. No one knows. The only thing I am still capable of feeling beyond this unrelenting fear is shame.


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